Dirty Gold(Deluxe)

Angel Haze Dirty Gold(Deluxe) Lyrics
1.Sing About Me


2.Echelon(It's My Way)

I'm in that new school G5 WAGON
Color komodo dragon
My bitch looks like she Jasmine
My nigga looks like Aladdin.

NKOTB, bitch
All these bitches is has beens
I CPR'd the game,
And now all these bitches is gasping.

I be on that other,
Nigga don't get me aggy.
I'm Mrs. Fatality
Endings do not be happy.

These lose as* bitches know
I never gotta stunt
Talk behind my back
Cause they never in the front.

Bitch bow down better
Give me what I want,
Feed me berries out in Paris,
While I'm counting my crossaint.

These bitches as awful
And me I spit that gospel.
Lyrical, biblical
Holy ghost, pentecostal

And bitch, don't run up on
I give the fade to who want me
And you don't want that shade,
You better off where it's sunny.

And I don't need no friends,
Bitch, I'm better off with my money.
Just alert the f*cking masses
And let em know that it's coming.

I was wearing it first
I'm on that f*ck what you say
It's my way
Fashion week
I'm out here slaying
Dressed in like all the latest
Bitch you know, my money long
Everybody sing this song.
I'm not even concerned
I'm on that f*ck what you say
It's my way
Fashion week
I'm out here slaying
Dressed in like all the latest
Killing these mother f*ckers
And sh*tting on all these haters.

I'm in that new school G5 WAGON
Color komodo dragon
Riding beside a baddie that
Only cares about fashion.

I'm in that new school R8 Spyder
I'm not known as Messiah
riding beside a baddie
That only wants to get higher.

I'm in that brand new Murcielago
On my way out to cabo
riding beside a baddie
That's never once left Toronto

I was wearing it first
I'm on that f*ck what you say
It's my way
Fashion week
I'm out here slaying
Dressed in like all the latest
Bitch you know, my money long
Everybody sing this song.
I'm not even concerned
I'm on that f*ck what you say
It's my way
Fashion week
I'm out here slaying
Dressed in like all the latest
Killing these mother f*ckers
And sh*tting on all these haters.

Yo, I like to brag alone
F*ck dudes, I'm rag and bone
Obsess over chicks who look like Mary Kate and Ashley clones
Helmut Lang & Philiph Lim
Trashy bitch, in classy clothes

Pop that sh*t, then pop them pills
Til I feel like a fancy drone
Never catch me at the club
I get high and dance alone

Bitch, I'm on that boss sh*t
On that upper echelon
Yall niggas know what kind of X I'm on
Yall bitches scared get your sweat shop on.

And I'm running everything
With a mother f*cking sprain
Watching the rest of yall
Get your rest stops on.

I was wearing it first
I'm on that f*ck what you say
It's my way
Fashion week
I'm out here slaying
Dressed in like all the latest
Bitch you know, my money long
Everybody sing this song.
I'm not even concerned
I'm on that f*ck what you say
It's my way
Fashion week
I'm out here slaying
Dressed in like all the latest
Killing these mother f*ckers
And sh*tting on all these haters.

Everybody sing this song
Everybody sing this song
Everybody sing this song
Everybody sing this song


3.A Tribe Called Red

Back in the booth where the tragedy ends
Switch up the team, let the magic begin
Fuck all you haters, I'm in it to win
Way back when them losers were letting me in
All of these bitches is mad at me, so?
Money unpinned how they magically fold
Honestly really can't pay it no mind
Because spending that time means I'd rather be broke
I'm out here living my passions and more
Witnessing pieces that patch to my soul
Nothing can irritate mattes, they literally showing them
standards can turn into growth
Haters gonna hate when you winning and shit
Go for these bitches, they tend to forget
I'm out here yelling 'bitch, look at me now!'
I was once on the ground, now I'm stuck in the clouds
14 whole hours, a trip out to Spain, high in the clouds, but go
jump in the rain
Just ten years later still fucking these haters
While facing my fears, no more running from pain
Haters gonna chase so I'm gunning my aim
No more fucking with bitches who stunting for fame
You can catch me out ' and something deranged
Ain't it funny how suddenly something can change?

You gotta make a decision to be the one difference in your life
And turn it around
Turn it around, turn it around
Even on you when you got me to doubt
You gotta make a decision to be the one difference in your life
And turn it around
Turn it around, turn it around
Even on you when you got me to doubt

Death with no pitching then tangle the cop
All nonbelievers better be silent
Not talking Jesus but honest to God
I reach my partner for '
Switching those bitches, adjusting my flow
Go against me and get right from the go
All of you bitches keep taking your shot
But if won't come at me, it's straight for your flow
Hotter than niggas and bitches around
Deities bragging, our neighbors is down
Don't fuck with my friend, don't fuck with my head
'Cause to get to that point I'm seriously vile
Promise you people that evil's alive
Wish you can see what I see with my eyes
All of the demons that be in mind
So I burned out my bridges and cut all my ties
Said I would do this back when I was 9
Said I would do this before I got signed
Said I would give all these ' and doubters
A reason and purpose to question their lives
Look where I am and then look where I've been
Tell me that I ain't destined to win
Never get power to none of you cowards
Then tell me what you think my destiny is

You gotta make a decision to be the one difference in your life
And turn it around
Turn it around, turn it around
Even on you when you got me to doubt
You gotta make a decision to be the one difference in your life
And turn it around
Turn it around, turn it around
Even on you when you got me to doubt

Gone for a minute but back on my grind
Promise to you and no messing my mind
Took all my job into submission
And force my ambition to step in the line
I know that they did not want me to shine
I know that they did not want me to climb
I know my side that being a boss, me making these bitches get
back on their jobs
Can anyone fuck with me now? No
How do these bitches respond? No
Looking behind and seeing me now
What, do they think I'm beyond? No
I'm just be taking my time, slow
Being alone in my mind, flow
Putting the concepts of all that's inside me into this shit I'm
designed for
Cross over the pit but I'm back in the game
That's right bitches, I'm tracking my lane
Focused on bridging the gap
And showing that you found a way to accomplish that dream
Know how it feels when they kicking you down
And it's getting you down
You gotta make the decision to be the one difference in your
life and turn it around
Turn it around, turn it around
Even when you feel you gunning it down
I know it's hard to be adamant, too
When you stand out like a sore thumb in the crowd
No niggas and bitches and quitters aloud
Ball inside you until the survival of your dreams
Until you are living them out

Turn it around, turn it around
Even on you when you got me to doubt
You gotta make a decision to be the one difference in your life
And turn it around
Turn it around, turn it around
Even on you when you got me to doubt
You gotta make a decision to be the one difference in your life
And turn it around


4.Deep Sea Diver

La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la

La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la

Rage colored lilies
Brave covered in pity
Lights smother this city
I pray He doesn't forget me
I pray He doesn't forget me that lonely night in November
When we fell into the hands of the coldest day in December

Then became the product of the trust that we had lost and found
Got you deep in the emotion just to watch you drown
And I had never left the land's sand
Cause I was busy building castles for a dead man

Shouldn't have taken my eyes of you
I shouldn't have straddled the lines crossed too
And now I've been searching but can't find you
Hence me being lost since you're the one I'm entwined to

So, is love the picture that we've tainted now?
No, am I still with you when I ain't around?
Am I the subject you tip-toe or walk around?
And if this love is on the ledge I'm trying to talk it down

(Bring me your love)
We were deap sea divers
(Bring me your love)
On another mans' planet
(I need your love)
And I fell for you hard babe
(Bring me your love)
But I never quite landed
(Bring me your love)
Now I can't be with you
(Bring me your love)
And I can't be with you
(I need your love)
And I scream for your name and I call for you babe but I can't
be with you
(Bring me your love)
And I can't be with you
(Bring me your love)
Still can't forget you
(I need your love)
And I scream for your name and I call for you babe but I can't
be with you
(Bring me your love)
And I can't be with you
(I need your love)
And I can't be with you

So, instead of sailing I live like a human parachute
The more I'm falling the further I am compared to you
It's like I'm stuck in the air, while you're pale and blue
Chasing clouds and hoping they lead a trail to you
See, we were deep sea divers
And I was focused on survival
And death does you part when you're focused on its rival
Defibrillator love, I'm just focused on revival

You could, you could put your hands in mine
And we'll walk through the sands in the sand of time
Until we paint the end of this love scene
Until I'm laid to rest in your blood stream

Until I hear the strings of your heart playing
Until I hear the things you are not saying
Until I find out what it really means
And hopefully it's everything it really seems

(Bring me your love)
We were deap sea divers
(Bring me your love)
On another mans' planet
(I need your love)
And I fell for you hard babe
(Bring me your love)
But I never quite landed
(Bring me your love)
Now I can't be with you
(Bring me your love)
And I can't be with you
(I need your love)
And I scream for your name and I call for you babe but I can't
be with you
(Bring me your love)
And I can't be with you
(Bring me your love)
Still can't forget you
(I need your love)
And I scream for your name and I call for you babe but I can't
be with you
(Bring me your love)
And I can't be with you
(I need your love)
And I can't be with you
(Bring me your love)
And I scream for your name and I call for you babe but I can't
be with you

Breaking me open again
Oh darling, chasing what's gone with the wind
Oh no, I can't be with you
Oh no no, I can't be with you
I can't be with you
Oh no no, I can't be with you

La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la

(Bring me your love)
We were deap sea divers
(Bring me your love)
On another mans' planet
(I need your love)
And I fell for you hard babe
(Bring me your love)
But I never quite landed
(Bring me your love)
Now I can't be with you
(Bring me your love)
And I can't be with you
(I need your love)
And I scream for your name and I call for you babe but I can't
be with you
(Bring me your love)
And I can't be with you
(Bring me your love)
Still can't forget you
(I need your love)
And I scream for your name and I call for you babe but I can't
be with you
(Bring me your love)
And I can't be with you
(I need your love)
And I can't be with you
(Bring me your love)
And I scream for your name and I call for you babe but I can't
be with you

(Bring me your love)
We were deap sea divers
(Bring me your love)
On another mans' planet
(I need your love)
And I fell for you hard babe
(Bring me your love)
But I never quite landed
(Bring me your love)
Now I can't be with you
(Bring me your love)
And I can't be with you
(I need your love)
And I scream for your name and I call for you babe but I can't
be with you
(Bring me your love)
And I can't be with you
(Bring me your love)
Still can't forget you
(I need your love)
And I scream for your name and I call for you babe but I can't
be with you
(La la la la)
And I can't be with you
(I need your love)
And I can't be with you


5.Black Synagogue

And the light, the light can make everything feel beautiful
It can make it feel safe, so safe that like in the night
We spend all of our time running away from our truths
And then we meet someone who tells us, 'God will always love you
No matter what you do, the only thing that will never stop
loving you is God.'
And because of all of our darkness, which at night I still run
from
Which at night all still run from, we get stuck chasing light
That's a black synagogue

And God said, that the maker shall inhabit the Earth
But there shall be masses, I said masses, of bloodshed first
And that will open the floodgates of Heaven, and pour down upon
us His blessings
From the floor, to the ceiling, but only if you praise Him, I
said praise Him
Shall you receive His healing

Save me from the pain
I'm falling down
Don't you hear me calling?
I need you now
Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light
Give me sanction
Can you bring me back to life?
Save me from the pain
I'm falling down
Don't you hear me calling?
I need you now
Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light
Give me sanction
Can you bring me back to life?

I been running from the pain in my brain
Got stains on my scene while I search for the real me
Search for the real me, lost in the night
I only talk to angels when I'm lost in a height
I don't really wanna get lost in my mind
So I pray until I feel I'm getting lost in the vibe
Then I took the bottle up and I drink it to my what?
Yep, drink it to my fucking souls lost in my eyes
But I don't really wanna drown no, cuz I'm not that trusting
But I'mma keep coming 'round though, till I'm sure that I found
something
And when I tell you what it is, you better talk to God, remember
No feelings, no thoughts allowed
And if pain's a trapdoor then I need God
So send someone to come walk me out
But don't think, don't talk about it
Wait, don't sing, don't tell nobody
Wait, don't drink, don't fail your body
Wait, don't scream, no, fucking shout it
See, these voices in my head are the fucking loudest
So belligerent, so fucking rowdy
And my tunnel vision's so fucking clouded
And I don't really have a motherfucking outlet
So, I talk to God, but I don't really know if He can hear me
But you know him well, and I think that you could bring him near
me
So I keep praying, every word that I keep saying
Every part of me that I needed shield from
Every part of me that needs saving


None of this's real, when it calls to
Thought I found you, now I'm lost too
I've been listening to service sermons
A lotta redefining, a lot of words reworded
A lotta thoughts detected and thoughts suggested
A lotta stuff that resonates with certain persons
I've been searching for the truth but it's embedded in lies
Read every single verse until I'm red in my eyes
And God only hear you when you offering ties
And protection is the truth
But when the Devil's a lie
But what am I to do when the Devil is I?
And everything I touch seems to shrivel and die?
My mama always said I was a rebel inside
But now I'm looking for some peace and a benevolent I
And how it feels to need that, some humbling pie
And how long it will take when it comes from the sky
Means I'll probably be waiting until I crumble and die
And just wrestling with Satan while I'm struggling by
So, I think, I talk about it
Wait, I drink, I tell somebody
Wait, I sink, I fail my body
Wait, I scream, I'm fucking shouting
Cuz these voices in my head are the fucking loudest
So belligerent, so fucking rowdy
And my tunnel vision's so fucking clouded
And I don't really have a motherfucking outlet
So, I talk to God, but I don't really know if He can hear me
And you know him well, and I think that you could bring him near
me
So I keep praying, everything that I keep saying
Every part of me that I needed shield from
Every part of me that needs saving


Did he die on the cross for this?
Do you have any fucking proof?
Everything here is man-made
And I'm just searching for some fucking truth
Cuz everything they told me not to do
Has always made me question what freedom is
Why listen to the words when they not from you?
And why feel judged when I freely live?
Now I know what the fucking root of evil is
And why peace is dead, but evil lives
Everybody thinking they can talk to you
And what they believe in they hearts are true
Now they feel that they had the right to persecute
Now I don't really know who wrote the Bible
But nothing under the sun goes unrecycled
Take every shot you have with a fucking rifle
Cuz you rarely ever get a chance for revival
So, just think, just talk about it
Wait, just think, just tell somebody
Wait, don't blink, don't fail your body
Wait, just scream, just fucking shout it
So the voices in your head fall abruptly silent
And the blood in your veins flows rough and violent
And you see everything with your lifted eyelids
And every burden you carry is eventually lighted
And you talk to God, even when you ain't sure he hears you
When you give it to Him, tell Him, He can keep the pain and
fears too
And you keep praying, only now you don't repeat saying
Cuz you know when you let it go, then you receive saving

How many people here look for Jesus to solve their problems?
Lots of people
And how many of those people are fixed?
None of them know fucking about shit
They're all fucking fucked up
Anything to help you escape
It takes it, it takes something to just say
'Fuck it! This is reality, I'm gonna deal with it'
But do we ever really deal with it?
Deal with it, stop running, stop trying to find these
substitutes
Stop trying to find Jesus in strangers, and Jesus in church and
God
And find God in yourself
Powerful thing, yeah?


6.Angels & Airwaves

If you're contemplating suicide, this is for you
See this is for the moments when ya alone and with emotion
So fucking bored leaves you mentally frozen
When ya cold and alone heart open and broken
When that loves outta sight and your hearts into focus
When ya floating in oceans hopeless soaking in misery
Headphones on you link yourself with the synergy
When you watch your mind and ya lost in a song, be strong
You are not alone, I just want you to know you are not alone

There's angels in the airwaves tonight
And I've been running all of my life
And I need you to stay, I need you to stay
Angels in the airwaves tonight

This for all the moments when your weakness is your cloak
And people you love most just beat you to a pulp
When you cut open your wrist looking for loving and slits
But find nothing but self hate cause nothing exists
See this for all the moments when they don't understand
And they ain't where you stand
And they can't comprehend
They just staring from the outside
And then they judging your in, when they
Kick you and beat you and hurt you then leave you
Laying on the ground like you half and they equal
Gladly defeat you then laugh to your face
When you feel all alone, when ya so outta place
They can't relate to this pain
They don't feel how I feel

So don't get lost tonight
Never let the ignorance cost ya life
You can make it, keep ya fingers crossed tonight
Put your headphones on and turn off the lights


When the girl that you love won't look in your direction
When the guy you like adds you to his fucking collection
When you all dressed in black
And they whisper and snicker
When they make you feel wrong for being so different
This for everybody who knows what it is
To feel like nothing but a memory that won't be relived
That this the fucking shit that everyone forgets
The words on the tip of tongues that gets swallowed with the
spit
See I know how it feels
I've been there before
I had head in my hands and my heart on the floor
I've been worthless and shattered
I've been nothing to people
I know what it is to have to force them to see you


I've been running now
I'm outta here today
I've been running now
There's angels in the...

So when you feel so invisible you're not even sure you exist
So you cut yourself open just to see if you real
You numb yourself with drugs just to hide what you feel
You drink the washed up pain in hopes of rejecting it afterwards
You live everyday wishing you could rewind your life backwards
Because you wanna figure out where the fuck you went wrong
Cause everything in your world ain't been right for so long
I know how it feels
So this is for you
If you're thinking it now
If you're wanting to die
If you're thinking it out
You are so much more than you are in this moment
You never know how great you can be
Don't give up on you
I didn't gave up on me


7.April's Fool


8.White Lilies / White Lies


9.Battle Cry

Mammy can I buy all the love that's here tonight, all the love
that's here tonight
Oh oh oh
Its just you and I so lift your hands toward the sky, lift your
hands toward the sky
Oh oh oh

It seems like yesterday that I was nothing then all of a sudden
I'm a bulking nigga rushing
Then all of a sudden its like spontaneous combustion and I'm all
up in your face yelling
Bitch you can' tell me nothing
Cause I cam from the bottom now everybody is watching I said it
was my time now I am who
Everybody clocking
And I'm just out here sprinting I'm running right through my
vision I'm trying to outrun my past but
Still trying to defeat my limits
Cause you only get one moment in this life to be great and you
can give it your all despite what it
Takes
And you never let them kill you, you take everything they give
you and throw it right fucking at them
And tell them it doesn't feel you
And no it don't ever break you and no it can't overtake you life
is like a bed of roses you take
Sometimes you have to hurt for the cause to be reached but one
day you'll be stronger then all that you be
And you can say

Mammy can I buy all the love that's here tonight, all the love
that's here tonight
Oh oh oh
Its just you and I so lift your hands toward the sky, lift your
hands toward the sky
Oh oh oh

I woke up one Sunday morning, stopped believing in Jesus,
stopped believing in churches I stopped believing
In preachers
I realized I was a teacher not just one of the heathens I'm
going to destroy the fallacies start creating
Believers
Start creating the leaders tell them who should they follow,
nobody but themselves especially if they
Hollow
the key to your healing
So you take it and you run with it and keep going even if when
you're suns hidden
Because the time we spent in darkness when the rain come, is
where we often find the light soon as
The pain's done
There ain't no material things in the world that can change the
fact you feel alone despite the fact
That it gets hard you take it all and you still go
Take the sun and you still grow, lose your light and you still
glow, I been there I'm still here
And I know how you feel so

Mammy can I buy all the love that's here tonight, all the love
that's here tonight
Oh oh oh
Its just you and I so lift your hands toward the sky, lift your
hands toward the sky
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Mammy can I buy all the love that's here tonight, all the love
that's here tonight
Oh oh oh

It's hard to explain my way of living to people who never lived
it
A minute in my position feel with my opposition
To anybody not different fighting the state of sane I got lives
in my hand and I'm fighting
To make them change
The emotions that I'm harboring bout to drive me insane
Trying to say fuck everything but I ain't have a heart to rarely
have a heart to do a lot of things I ought to
So now I spit it for people who say their cords missing
Inspire life to anybody that's forfeiting
Cause its easy to keep pretending that there is nothing wrong
But its harder to keep ya head up and be fucking strong
So now they tell me go Haze they can't stop you
Heavy weight flow if they can't lift you then they can't drop
you
The pinnacle if they can't reach you then they can't drop you
Man they can't do anything that you are about to

Mammy can I buy all the love that's here tonight, all the love
that's here tonight
Oh oh oh
Its just you and I so lift your hands toward the sky, lift your
hands toward the sky
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Mammy can I buy all the love that's here tonight, all the love
that's here tonight
Oh oh oh


10.Black Dahlia

You should write a song where the concept is
You're basically writing like a love letter, or like a piece of
advice
To your mother, when she was your age

I don't know
Maybe I would write you a happy ending
I would rearrange the pieces to your sad beginning
I would put you far away from the decaying roots that bore you
And let you experience all the ways that happiness could bloom
before you
Or maybe I'm naïve
Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed
It would somehow grow inside you

Spent so much of my time wishing you were different
But reality is that, where life could never be provisioned
But if I could wish for one thing, I'd go back and I'd fix it
I'd tackle all your obstacles and kill them with precision
And better the intentions of every single person
Who play a part in you learning exactly what your worth is
I'd shower you with purpose, I'd wipe hate off the surface
I'd reshape all your pain and make it fucking worth it
No more feeling worthless, no more fucking searching
No more of that fraud shit, nobody else could hurt you
Yeah, said nobody else could hurt you
And if they ever tried too I'd wipe 'em from the Earth too
Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know that you tired too
I know that you been running from everything that's behind you
I know that you've been burying everything deep inside you
I can see it killing you, wish that I could revive you
But I'm stuck sitting in this time frame
Struggling with my demons and playing these stupid mind game
One day it could get better, maybe it could get better
Maybe we could change shit, no more inclement weather
Know you hated your mom, know it went through your mind
You were just like me, wish that you had more time
To see life from a different angle, wrestle with a different
angel
Wouldn't lose your wings and fall from heaven like a cliffhanger

Everything is different now, nothing is the same
And nowadays I swear it feels like you don't know my name
But I look at the mirror and I see you every day
I'm you in every way, every hue and every shade
And maybe you should know, it's the last thing that I wanted
Cuz what I hate about you makes me feel like I'm haunted
And I don't wanna spend the rest of my time on the run and-
So I'm just gonna confront it, yeah I'm just gonna confront it
And tell you that I love you for everything you made me
And that you need to hear this even if it makes you angry
God lives inside you, you've already found him
The Devil lives in memories and you just let him hound you
And I despise the church for everything that they taught you
It's just a fucking stain that I wish I could wipe off you
That I wish I could wipe off you
And I forgive you for doing everything that it cost you
Everything that it cost you
Fame is such a heavy price I wish it didn't cost you
Losing a part of me that would follow you to Hell
Follow you to hatred, or follow you to jail
Followed you to patterns that I could never get out of
Now I realize that I could never make it with that love
Now I realize that shit is the alternative outcome
Never wanted you to save me, I just wish I count some
I just wish that you grew up with someone you could count on
I just wish you knew that you could never make it without love
For your goddamn self, and that you never ever find it in
anybody else
Cuz I would help you find you
And if I saw it killing you I swear I would revive you
And if that meant the end of me
I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy end and peace

Because, you are such a special thing
You're not just my mom, but you're the reason I exist
And the best life that you could've had for yourself without
making a mistake
Would have meant I woulda had a nicer childhood
And even though my childhood wasn't perfect and I still love you
I just want you to know that if I could go back do one thing for
you
I would be one person for you
I would make sure, not just for my sake, but so that you
could've had a nicer life
And a nicer childhood, that you know
You would not have made the mistakes that put us all in this bad
situation
And not have the stress to leave
But just so that you would have been happier and stronger
Even if I didn't exist, even it meant that I was never born
That's what I would have wanted for you

Yeah, and if that meant the end of me
I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy ending
Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know that you tired too
I know you've been running from everything that's behind you
I know that you've been burying everything deep inside you
I can see it killing you, wish that I could revive you
And if that meant the end of me
I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy ending
And if that meant the end of me
I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy ending
And if that meant the end of me
I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy ending

I don't know
Maybe I would write you a happy ending
I would rearrange the pieces to your sad beginning
I would put you far away from the decaying roots that bore you
And let you experience all the ways that happiness could bloom
before you
Or maybe I'm naïve
Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed
It would somehow grow inside you
And that I could hide you from the rain
So that it could be easier for happiness to find you
Or maybe I'm still a kid who's caught in a dream
I'm the heir to the throne of a princess who's still trying to
be queen
Or maybe we're all just caught in the winds of a massacre
The blackened leaves of dying, black dahlias


11.Planes Fly

The thing the love it's the antidote
Don't try to fix mw when you know you just as broken
Don't tell me that I'll be ok
When you every time you kiss you can taste a little pain
We can dance with the stars while I fish from the moon
You said message it's bottom to the '
And I thought I 'down you thought 'from me '
And magnetize the vibe and '
Pick you to '
I'm up in the air'.still running from everything bellow
Yeah I'm not sure what it is
But I got ..on my soul '.taking my '
I the tunnel got no light
And the light '
It fits alright when the good feels right and the bad feels
better
High to take us anywhre
Will go but here no ..no see ni fear
I know trouble will find us wherever we are
Keep wishing easy baby we'll be close to the sky
That's way on my secrets like my '
Repeat the same mistakes on how will never '
You know the reason I came looking you your eyes
But I want your guilty body like you love my dirty mind
And now you never see around
So try
And I will be wherever you desire
Eyes full of passion desire full in behind it
I don't know what that means but I know we'll find that together
When good things feel bad
And hard '.when the '
To end all, to pull all'
High to take us anywhre
Will go but here no ..no see ni fear
I know trouble will find us wherever we are
Keep wishing easy baby we'll be close to the sky
Keep running baby til we 'you'll be just what you like
Keep running baby til you find yourself tonight
Keep running baby spread your wigs and fly
'the way you ..like faded faith and I try t live my life
With my now'
But we lose so much time here on the ground
'take you flu and burn it down
High to take us anywhere
Will go but here no ..no see no fear
I know trouble will find us wherever we are
Keep wishing easy baby we'll be close to the sky
Keep wishing easy baby we'll be close to the sky
Keep running baby til we 'you'll be just what you like
Keep running baby til you find yourself tonight
Keep running baby spread your wigs and fly


12.Dirty Gold

Take a breath, say you love me
We both know that everything changes

Keep in mind that none of this is fiction
This is just a glimpse into the head of a menace
We were two different children
But we born of the same moon
Blowing entire opposite
We were brought up the same too
I used to hate you because they celebrate you
And you made them notice every single thing I can't do
But really I honestly wanted to be you
And I just hope my desire to wasn't that see through
I never took into account the things that you were hiding
I even understood your rage when I see you get violent
I guess the height of all my envy was leaving me blinded
Until you sat me down and told me how crazy your life is
You said to run and never look back
And if I did, to never lose track of all the hurdles I was
jumping
That lead me to my current goal


Took a chance, said you'd love me
We both know that everything changes

You found me when I was dying and unappreciated
You broke me down into a science that I completely hated
You told impeccable talent didn't make me less average
But how I use it to my advantage determined my passion
It took some time to understand and manage
But then I learned this passion was the method to my madness
And I never got to thank you, at least not in the way I planned
But I had to learn before I did that, I hope you understand
It takes a lot for me to bury hatchets but consider them
cremated
All the ashes burned to ashes
And I'm dusting off my vocal box and finally saying thank you
And even though you ain't my fan, you did the shit they ain't do
So disregard my temper and the times I fucking hate you
Because despite all my ignorance I'm really fucking grateful
Never forget the importance of the sparks you hold


Took a glance, to some error
Now I know that everything changes

I used to hate me, I swore my life was too painful
Let my demons overtake me before I fight with my angels
There was constantly a struggle to see my life at an angle
That provided understanding of how much drama could change you
I used to cut myself open just to feel like I was living
But when living is just dying then there's no longer a
difference
There's no longer existence, and there's no longer persistence
And there's no longer a drive there existing on only division
And I thought, if nobody ever loved me
This vacancy inside me must be really called a bloodstream
Then I looked into the world and saw a million people like me
Probably never know your stories, but you're the reason I'm
fighting
You're the reason I'm writing; music
Could be so reviving
And if ever you tend to forget, I'm right here to remind you:
Don't ever give into the hurt you hold


13.Rose - Tinted Suicide

You're the shade of the saddest December
Rose colored petals that tragically wither
With my tongue on the thighs of a sinner
And I keep praying father forgive us
And I come back to you for redemption
Til I feel you rise up inside me like tension
All the thoughts on the mind you've imprisoned
Have faith in the god you envisage
And I praise and I stroke you to pieces
Til you cum in the dark and release me
And I beg at your feet when you leave me
Til my tonsils are sore from the screaming
Til my knees hit the pavement your feet hit
For the hem of your garment, I'm reaching
You're the only god I've ever believed in..
You're the only god I've ever believed in

Lost in you tonight
I could worship you for life
Keep me rising like the tide
The tide
I've got heaven on my mind
I've got God here in my sight
Could you stay and take me high?
Me high, high...


14.Vinyl

Your skin sounds like my favorite vinyl
You got broken records trapped inside you
You know I searched this galaxy to find you
We're in love, we're at war
Play my song, turn it up, turn it up

Yo
You remind me of a song that I can't seem to skip
Your skin's the record and the needle is my fingertips
Recollection, I touch you and I get a glimpse
Of all the same old songs and repeated skits
Look, I know that love is always bound to change
But I promise that my records never sound the same
And I show you how it changes when you sculpt it
Show you music, but like way more culture
There's a world and I can't wait to expose you
I play you out until everybody knows you
Till you up, fix the flaws like Melodyne
But you're forever, now you're music that'll never die
Yo, it's timeless
I hear inflections of forever in your high pitch
Put my face to your chest, hear the bass in your breath
And baby my whole mind shifts

Your skin sounds like my favorite vinyl
You got broken records trapped inside you
You know I searched this galaxy to find you
We're in love, we're at war
Play my song, turn it up, turn it up

You are the songs that I write to my wrongs
The calm inside of the rioting storm
Stand here, in the center of divinity
While I rehearse the role of forever, infinity
Action - I begin to relish in the moment
Discarding my reality, imagining components
Fracturing mentalities, I'm casualty spoken
If warning comes before destruction, you're the omen
Yo, and I'm just judging by the sight of you
I climb your mental mountains til I reach the very height of you
Visually perceptive, in you I see the most
I wrote this when I'm spacing, I'm tryna keep us close
This my deeper part, this my weaker part
Emotions on blast, turned up my speaker hard
I can find you, you everything right here now
Turned around, rewound, I can hear you clear now

There are so many words, but none explain my love
No no no no no no no no
Where the love is lost, but so much to gain my love
We are houses built on top of pain, my love
My love, my love
We are gardens filled with sounds of grey, my love


15.Crown

Stepped up in the game
But dropped a motherfucker on his head
Promise everybody in this motherfucker gon be dead
Killin shit, killin' it. all my supervillan shit
Fuck the label, then applaud. I'm the name that's filling in
My brain is some substellar bitch, my tongue is like a billiard
kid
Learned to deal to anything, droppin' like a heavy rain
Hard flow, bars dope, I'll connect to god though
Wish a bitch would and I'mma box'em like some cardboard
Playing fucking stupid but I be on my blunt and honest shit
Who you kid with me to put em on that only one insist
I'm lyrically giullotine my body's just a killing beast
I'm like fucking world war one you niggas can't give into me
You bitches wanna be like me, I'm who you pretend to be
Say I don't stunt shit. you gotta be kidding me
Everybody tougher then but nothing in this industry
Come and take a look, I'm the realest and you finna see

Gimme one time bitch gimme one crown
I'm the I'm the queen bitch gimme my bounce
Everybody lemme see your hands up now
Put em' up put em'
Pull the sky down

Gimme one time bitch gimme one crown
I'm the I'm the queen bitch gimme my bounce
Everybody lemme see your hands right now
Put em' up put em'
Pull the sky down

Drop those bombs uh, drop that beat like
Brought it like red dogs, strong on this beat like
Bit it like teeth, knocked out in a street fight
She's like yeah bitch I'm on like
Look at the bitch that's true
Naw man that's shit just to get her through
Bitch get outta my way or I'll run my crew
Get outta this place or you'll meet my crew
Get outta my face or you'll meet my shoe
You only met me that's alright I told you
Bitch I'm in this bitch I'm bout to greet my space I'm cutting
you

Gimme one time bitch gimme one crown
I'm the I'm the queen bitch gimme my bounce
Everybody lemme see your hands up now
Put em' up put em'
Pull the sky down

Gimme one time bitch gimme one crown
I'm the I'm the queen bitch gimme my bounce
Everybody lemme see your hands right now
Put em' up put em'
Pull the sky down

Spitting like a heavy weight, there's lots of this to handle
Drop it on a motherfucker its hotter than an ample
Who you think you kidding bitch I'm hotter than a handful
I'm bout these motherfuckers for they flaming like candles
Everything I do, I do to prove that I am good at it
Bitch you think you pumped well I'm lyrically a sweater to you
Catch me in the world bro, doin what I said id do
All hell is waiting bitch, put me on the pedestal
And I'm lockin' runnin' I'm gunnin I never stop the beat
Actin' like you good bitch, fuck your home I punish you
Bitch I came to kill shit, literally kill shit
I take a bitches life right, got em' on that trill shit

Gimme one time bitch gimme one crown
I'm the I'm the queen bitch gimme my bounce
Everybody lemme see your hands up now
Put em' up put em'
Pull the sky down

Gimme one time bitch gimme one crown
I'm the I'm the queen bitch gimme my bounce
Everybody lemme see your hands right now
Put em' up put em'
Pull the sky down

Gimme one time bitch gimme one crown
I'm the I'm the queen bitch gimme my bounce
Everybody lemme see your hands right now
Put em' up put em'
Pull the sky down


16.New York

I'm runnin', runnin' through the jungle
Runnin' like a slave through the underground tunnel
Told y'all niggas better get there bitches
Cuz I spit to my lips, needs sixteen stitches
Uh, I am lyrical intrusion
You bitches can't see me like I'm really an illusion
I hop up on your face and you my motherfuckin' too fat
'Till I knock the meat out like a motherfuckin' tooth pick
Uh, I'm nasty nigga
Like Naz, like Kim, like Cassy bitches
Like I'm fuckin' Chris Topes, said that nasty nigga
With the skin on 'er feet of a ashy nigga
I am whatever they say I am
Rumpin' like the asses on them big bitches ass stadium
Puff them other bitches, I sound better in the place of them
I kill this shit, this the mothefuckin' requiem

Sick bitch, chicken of the soup face
Cross them overseas like a motherfuckin' crusade
Top rockin', you can head it to your nose hurt
Rooftop, Brooklyn, lady shit in covert

I run New York
I run New York

Uh, I am 0 past 100
Spittin' like a dragon that went missin' from a dungeon
Del a bunch a niggas getting trippy off a nothin'
Tie a rope around your neck and let me kick you off a bungee
I'm Satan and I'mma take your ass to church now
Run in my field and you niggas runnin' first down
I love it when these bitches know I'm better than 'em
Cuz out here not a word or letter from 'em
From a fire in the mist of the force round bitches
And I rap elliptical, all these round bitches
In a condo I sit with a note to mouse bitches
And you bitches all let it be like some fuckin' Down syndrome
No offense, no shade in all
But y'all bitches on knees like babies claws
You can catch out a covert, chillin' like a stoop kit
Yea I hear you, don't talk, bitch do

Sick bitch, chicken of the soup face
Cross them overseas like a motherfuckin' crusade
Top rockin', you can head it to your nose hurt
Rooftop, Brooklyn, lady shit in covert

I run New York
I run New York
I run New York
I run New York

I'm lyrical, comin' off mineral
Take shots but actin' subliminal
Don't stop, rappin' continual
Runnin' and runnin' but never in intervals
Came to sum up this shit in front of you
Y'all is drunk as shit but I'm leavin' you
If you front, I'm dumpin' it into you
I'm like Scorpion, I'm all finished

Make it nasty, real real nasty
When you bitches run it like you will get past me
Won't happen, you bitches could get on when I'm off it
Tryna cross me now, you be gone in a coffin
It's just me, yourself and I
Talk tough shit and I'mma beat you 'till you die
Twat, because I'm better than you'll ever be
That's why my shit negotiate seem lighter than heavy D

Sick bitch, chicken of the soup face
Cross them overseas like a motherfuckin' crusade
Top rockin', you can head it to your nose hurt
Rooftop, Brooklyn, lady shit in covert

I run New York
I run New York
I run New York
I run New York